That´s right, my emotions are allover the place atm. Grrrrr i hate blogging when am not me but i need to blog to get this off ma tiny girly chest. I feel empty, sad, longing for something. I do not know what it is coz i cant put a finger on it. I kinda envy everyone that is having fun or doing fun stuff. I feel left out/behind by the world. These past days, I have put on more make up than i always do, ive socialised way too much and that is what i do when am hurting. I hide it and over do stuff so no one notices. But today is different coz i can not concentrate, i NEED to concentrate coz i have an exam coming up. The subject is not that hard but am finding it hard, tough, impossible......
I really am struggling in sch this semester...errthang is harder for me than it is for everyone else thus giving me lots of anxiety;(. Oh what is wrong with me.
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