One of those days

One of those days, where almost everything feels bleeeeee;(. Most of what am doing or planning aint going right. Am a space person, i need my space, i need to shut the whole world out and just do my thing. That is my hobby these days. Am irritated, sad, very sad even though am doing a good job at keeping up a front.
Ï have always said it and will for sho repeat myself. I donnot hang around people who donot value me and my family. Am sad. Can please someone teach how to be happy again?

5 things

1. Ihave a presentation today about stuff I don't know. 

2. After two weeks outta the gym, am at it again. It feels good but damn it too many people at the gym. 

3. Have I mentioned that my man is theeee best that happened to me? 4yrs and counting;). 

4. Am in my third year at uni. Have 2 to go. 

5. One of my biggest dreams is to learn Spanish and speak it fluently. Barca fan of course.

My man

My man. There is something about him. He is thee most annoying, yepp he makes me angry till i cannot handle myself. Though am short-tempered and thus get angry at whatever whenever. My baby has been too nice to me through all these year we have been together. I am grateful, i have an a m a z i n g boyfriend. I just have to make sure i keep him (as in not drive him away9. He never does MEGA stuff for me but every single day, he does tiny mini stuff that show how much he cherishes me, he says i love pretty much all the time. I am in love with him, i love him.

I have never been in love before. It is soemthing i just dreamt of, something i kinda wished for. Now that i know that am actually in love, it is kinda toxic attimes. you do stuff without knowing, without thinking coz of this urge that forces you not to use your brain, rather your heart...it is toxic but most of the time, in a positive way.
I am bipolar...ish. My mood changes abruptly errrytwime so i hope that when he makes me angry, that i remember my love for him instead of lashing out. Good lord in need to control my mouth when am angry.
For yall who havenot experienced love, you will...i promise you will. Donot settle for less, donot take someone just because and please please get to know the people you are wanting before throwing yourselves in it. And lastly, relationships are HARD WORK. It is not all nutti nutti. You will cry, laugh, shout, scream, kinda hate the person...you just have to not forget why you with them.

its all love. toodles.

A favourite

My all time favourite, something I really should practice. 

''DONT TAKE ANYTHING PERSONAL''
Nothing others do is because of you. What others say or do is a projection of there own reality, there own dream. When you are immune to the opinions and actions of others, you wont be the victim of needless suffering.

Goooosh Amen to that. How yall been btw? Me? Pufffff never been more stressed:(