2013

wow cant believe its 2013 very soon. This year has been both miserable and great. Was in tears in december last year, in ma hubby´s arms. Thank God for that kid coz he really can be an a angel. The year been shietty and lots of struggles but it is ending on a good note. Just one tiny positive thing can make u forget all the big crappy things that have happened to you. Aaaah life can be wonderful.
Ive really grown us a person this yr, accomplished shiet i didnt know was possible. I moved to another city, started uni, worked ma ass off to pay rent, cried maself to sleep almost every nite and felt like the entire world was against me. Things started getting brighter towards the summer and aaaah, thank Allah for my life.
Ive lost and met new people, lost a few fakes but mostly importantly, ive learned to appreciate ma besties and that boo of mine<3.
Uni is tough but damn am tougher. I promise to be a better girlfriend, ignore attention slacking friends, concentrate more on school and stop being so angry everytime. Oh and blog more for sho.

Happy new yr folks
Gott nytt år till er alla.

Life is guuuuud

Yepp, life good folks. Sch really controls ma life. When all is going well at sch, am for sho functioning well. When it's going downstairs, well ma emotions follow. Of course ma love life controls ma life too. Suck.
Anyhu, am having such an amazing day despite the fact that I slept wicked last nite. Ooooog I passed al ma exams. I ain't that dumb for sho. I can't believe this. I went all hysterical and theatrical in the corridors at sch. Life is good for sho and don't forget to work hard pple.

Ciao

Tired n exhausted

Exhausted, irritated and hungry. In that order. BUT, a big but, am satisfied with how am balancing stuff. Pheew, hard work but they say hard work pays, right? I can assure yall that it ain't true all the times.
And oh how I miss ma bed, so imma get ma ass home and sleep like a baby. Will see how that works out, coz ma fone always distructs me.

New Years resolution (NRS) 1.

Ain't nobody's biness, said it ain't nobody biness. Na na na. Am soooo freakin hooked on the song. Aaaaah luv the lyrics.
Anyhu, as the heading says, it's time to blup out ma New Years resolutions. Gaaaah. Imma bring up one by one in every post and the first is..........Anger, my anger.
I promise maself, that in the coming year, to stop being so angry, to step getting easily irritated. I honestly have a massive problem with this. I get it from Mommi coz she is the same and I kinda hate that about her. This anger issue is affecting ma relationship and friends. Oooooh God help me please.
Gosh I am bipolar, I think coz I just get these outbursts from nowhere and just get mad just to be all smiles the next second. Not normal.
May be I need therapy? Naah, got no money or time for the shiet. But will work on that for sho.

Ova n out.

AIN'T NOBODY BUSINESS

Poor Riri, she back with the boy that beat and chocked her. Oufff. Love can't be explained but hey, as she sings, ain't nobody biness. Lol am hooked<3. 

Today

Today I feel ka boom, emotionally. Am exhausted coz av sch and all that but I feel good all around. Holidays are around the corner so imma take time with ma beloved and not think about ma worries. No sch, no work, no nothing that shrinks ma brain. Hell no.
So anyhu, imma think about ma dress codes and fashion and hair of course and just enjoy the holidays. Life is great so far <3.

Not that I Care

It's Christmas time, not that I care. Puffff. These stupid holidays remind me of my childhood where we never ever felt the holiday fever until Christmas Day. Our neighbours always invited us over brunch and gave us presented. Uuh gone are the days.
Now in a cold country, u start feeling the fever in Novemeber bse of the snow and the cozy lights put up on the streets. Hmm

Bla bla. Anyhu, am studying and it working out good all. Got a massive exam in 2 days but stupid me is working today, and got lab work tomorrow all day. Idiotic or what? Don't ask me. Gaaaah life is kind to me though.

I HATE

I hate when people use me. When they disuse my generosity and trust.
I hate when friends ignore me.
I hate that I hate ma mum.
I hate when people laugh at me without any reason.
I hate racism.
I hate bad breathe.
I hate being alone.
I hate having no money.
I hate the feeling of depression.
I hate talking feelings.
I hate talking about ma relationship to ma friends,
I hate physics.
I hate lending money to "friends" coz they never return it.

I know it's been a while since I blogged. I really hate not blogging.

Ova and out