November 7th 2013

That was yesterday. Yesterday is a day I will NEVER forget as long as I live. That's why am writing about it here so I don't forget. I've been In good spirits lately. I kinda knew it wouldn't last very long coz I got disturbing news yesterday, very unexpected and quiet frankly am still in denial. I know I have only myself to blame and am gonna fix this. All this will be taken care of in about 2 weeks and if it can't be taken care of then hell will be the leading word in my life. 

Gosh am such a coward and a cry baby. Yesterday was the first time I really got scared and started analysing my not rather eventful life. I got scared and started crying. I cried for atleast an hour til I slept. Thank God I feel better today because am coming around and trying to be calm. I hate myself for being lousy coz this could have been avoided.

Anyhu LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES they say and am sure as hell learning the hard way. I better stop writing before I burst in tears again. Am off