Blaaaa. Feels like life is upside down for moi:(:(. These past days have been hard on me, tough. This is when I really wished I had ma family near me so they could "look after me", comfort me or give me energy. Blaaaaa I hate life sometimes.
So I got an exam next wk on Wednesday and if I fail it, then am the stupidiest creature alive coz I've been studying soooooo hard these past days. Am exhausted but kant sleep, every inch on ma body hurts but can't seem to be able to just sleep and forget all the freakin biochemistry reactions that keep on popping in my head now and then. I just Kant take a break.
I really miss ma Mommi even though she can be mean. I wish she was here to give me a massage, advice, listen to me and tell me wats right or wrong (that if, if I listen). Am so upset about so many things that I Kant seem to think straight. I just wanna be able to have a normal conversation without me getting upset. Gooooosh I hate this, I hate when am like this, I hate when I feel like things I do or own, have no meaning, I hate hate hate when I feel like this, helpless, powerless and kinda stupid. I hate this part right here.
Am out, am off coz am empty
So I got an exam next wk on Wednesday and if I fail it, then am the stupidiest creature alive coz I've been studying soooooo hard these past days. Am exhausted but kant sleep, every inch on ma body hurts but can't seem to be able to just sleep and forget all the freakin biochemistry reactions that keep on popping in my head now and then. I just Kant take a break.
I really miss ma Mommi even though she can be mean. I wish she was here to give me a massage, advice, listen to me and tell me wats right or wrong (that if, if I listen). Am so upset about so many things that I Kant seem to think straight. I just wanna be able to have a normal conversation without me getting upset. Gooooosh I hate this, I hate when am like this, I hate when I feel like things I do or own, have no meaning, I hate hate hate when I feel like this, helpless, powerless and kinda stupid. I hate this part right here.
Am out, am off coz am empty
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