Two faced

That girl, the one that never shuts her mouth, that pretty one, is the moste insecure one. She hides her anger but mostly incarcerated pain. She is a ruthless vulgar person who has learned the hard way. She for sure is short tempered, impatient and cruel attimes because she knows no other way.
Like a magnet, people are drawn to her because of her manners, her smile and warmth she has. Always sorrounded by someone and smiling as usual, even then she still feels lonely. Only a few know the real her. Only a handful know how she hurts and how big a fasade she puts on. She is not a

girly girl despite being  make up and fashion crazy because sports is one of the things that keep her on the not so girly side. She over analyses happenings and has a not forgiving heart. She has a hard time moving on and actually doing something good in her life because she is constatly being reminded of her past that haunts her. Thats why she gets into fights. to forget everything.
Dont let her fancy pancy clothes, make up, all materialistic she owns deceive you. Nope. Its just a wall so the outside world wont ask any questions. This very girl longs to be loved and cared for. Yepp she has found a soul mate, even though she  keeps pushing him away. Trust issues. She hurts him every chance she gets even though she loves him unconditionally. And she is so sorry every single time. She doesnt know what to do or how to keep the man in her life;(