Misery business

This week oh my goodness. It's been crazy busy and I thank God for that bse I got heavy weights on my shoulders, things that I can't take care of, very outta ma league. Am slowly but surely loosing the most valuable "thing" in my life. Things out of my reach are forcing me to do that. Gaaaah I hate it but am strong, I am a strong woman (Beyonce voice). Am strong both mentally and physically. Because I decided to take a vacation last weekend, I've been behind in school but am surely catching up and that's why the late nights at school. Damn am such a fighter so am doing good and catching up where I should.
Can't wait for my babes to roll in at my place on Friday coz that means paaaaaarty.
Anyhu, imma take ma sad ass and sleep this early as I've done this entire week. Am strong.

It's sad

life can be sad, very sad at times. Its weird how you can change from being the happiest girl to crying your mascara off and your eye sockets literally jumping out. So many insecurities, way too many Ifs and buts spinning in the brain confusing one are just making life not worth living. Though I won't complain a lot bse than God am too upshot the straight. Soon or later, I gotta meet my demons but I will take that the ,not now, it's too much for tiny me to handle. Nah why do I put myself in such situations? Mtcheeeeeeeeew.
I wish I could just leave errrrthang and just be, but it's to hard when it involves others. You can't, I can't just let go and let be. This is when I wish I was a vampire who felt nothing.

Late nite thoughts. Am out

NUDITY

Naaaah not that kinda nudity yall thinking. Am talking nude lips folks. That's my new obsession. I've always tried nude lips but hhaaaa I looked like a starving 14 year old but thank God for YouTube, the secret behind descent or nice looking nude lips on women of colour is using lip liners. TRUST me when I say that you can't pull off a nude lip (Esp blacks) without a lip liner. Go get m.a.c (cork or chestnut) or nyx (espresso). It's worth the investment. Nah I just bought my lip liner mac chestnut a couple of days ago. So what have I been using in the mean time? Well I have a couple of soft eye pencils in brown and coffee colours. Too dark of course but blend blend blend blend and all looks very gorgeous. I've so far ordered the following nudes. With both pink/red undertones or purpleish/grey. I get away with them coz of the lip liners.

SLEEK - LIQUEUR

SLEEK - SUCCUMB

ISADORA - 28 CHOCOLATE BROWN

PICS BORROWED FROM THEIR RESPECTIVE WEBSITES
Nah thats my tiny collection so far. oooooh i smile everytime i put them on. They may look the same but they have different undertones. Succumb is my favourite. Oh btw Sleek probably has the cheapest but best quality make up. I ordered some stuff from them and it took like 5 days for it to come from uk to Sweden. Everything was very gorgeous and pigmented (especially the blushes). So sleek is my new best friend. I still love make up store but it is a little bit expensive.

Wrecking that

Am not a fun of Miley and certainly didn't thumbs up her MTV performance but dayyyyum am in love with this song. You go Miley, go get that cash.

Am not lost

I've been away from Internet for quite some time. Yessss I chose to do just that, live my life without connection. This summer has been one of the nest summers I've even had. I worked full time June and July, studied in the beginning of August coz I had a retake but now am free. Oh am free. They say work hard n play hard......I've literally done that. The fact that the weather has been nice to us was a bonus.
Am now sitting in my student apartment waiting for mami to come visit me and some friends. We yall will be travelling next week. But first, outings, party and what not in this tiny city. I've really missed my blog btw.

Eh weird that I had a lot to tell but whilst writing, it all went away. Anyhu, am back on track so that means blogging full time. At least everyday.

Hugs

10 things about me

1. Am 100% African.

2. I easily get jealous. Not when it comes to my boyfriend but everything else.

3. I can speak 4 languages fluently.

4. Am in my early 20s and have only had one boyfriend. My current

5. I've never drunk alcohol in my life thus never been tipsy. 

6. I prefer living in rural areas to urban but I cannot live without noise and lots of people.

7. I easily get irritated, even at the slightest things. Short tempered

8. Am a football nerd.

9. I secretly wish I didn't have to study.

10. Am in love

Last one 

11. I have a tendency of taking pictures of the country side or forests whenever I get the chance. Here are a few. 

THIS WEEK

- I've worked every single day and gone out every single day. Regrets every morning but I never learn.
- I've been to the movies 3 times this week. Iron Man, Man of Steel and Fast n Furious were on the menu. The last named was the best<3.
- I cut my hair very very very short. Almost nothing left. I now look like a starving African little boy. Hahahaha ma mami was like "a young lady like you should have nice looking hair. Eh
I quietly thought to myself "don't need no bwoyy admiring me coz am married and you don't know about it. Ha
- I officially love Nigerians. Coolest Africans I beg.
- once and for roll, I gave in and bought very good and quiet expensive make up brushes. Now I look a zillion bucks with make up on.
-  Because of my work, my fashion sense is at its worst and it kills me but its very comfortable I have to confess. I don't spend hours choosing clothes. Just sweats and am good to go.
- Miss my man.

Good nite dolllllls