life can be sad, very sad at times. Its weird how you can change from being the happiest girl to crying your mascara off and your eye sockets literally jumping out. So many insecurities, way too many Ifs and buts spinning in the brain confusing one are just making life not worth living. Though I won't complain a lot bse than God am too upshot the straight. Soon or later, I gotta meet my demons but I will take that the ,not now, it's too much for tiny me to handle. Nah why do I put myself in such situations? Mtcheeeeeeeeew.
I wish I could just leave errrrthang and just be, but it's to hard when it involves others. You can't, I can't just let go and let be. This is when I wish I was a vampire who felt nothing.
Late nite thoughts. Am out
You are not alone. . .
ReplyDeleteOne thing I hold onto anytime I get that way is, "God has me here for a reason." I don't know what it is, but it's enough glimmer of light to pierce through my darkness. You're still here, and there's a reason for that. Sweet dreams.;@)
your such a darling CHRIS. thank you. Am trying but its hard
Deletethanx CHRIS your such a darling
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