No good a day

That feeling when you are leaving ur family , that feeling when u are going away, back to school. Even though I miss ma buddies, I so miss my family more. I don't remember the last time I had this much fun. For 2 weeks, I've had things to do every single day, for two weeks, I have dressed up, make up on and hair in check to go out and do stuff.
I even convinced my workaholic mum to take a day off and go shopping with me. These past weeks have been aaaaah, can't explain it in words. I can't cry coz am too old for that, can't be whining coz eh, u gotta do wat u have to do. I just thank the almighty that my friends will be waiting for me at the station where am going. We gonna have a tiny welcome get together and catch up. Thank God once again that its Monday tomorrow so we won't be going out as we usually do coz am just too tired.
Me and my mami have come a very long way and I love her very much. And my siblings, they are gold to me. Life would be unfair without them. Love u guys so mucho<3.

This illustrates me and ma brozza

Bye holidays

So errrrm the holidays are over. Why God, why why. But am actually looking forward to school mostly bse all ma friends are returning to this little town. I've missed each and everyone of them. All ma buddies that we play football with and make African jokes with. Lol. I've missed all em a little too much.
Now these coming weeks will be hell, literally coz of the exam periods. Phreakin physics. Who invented that horrible subject? Prolly my enemies.
Am good at maths and chemistry but dont understood a thing about physics so this will be a tough one. Stupid me who hasn't touched ma books at all. Crap.

Good nite folks and pse be nice to each other. I totally should take ma own advice. Ciao<3

Be positive

Okay so I really should stop posting all those negative posts.
So, from now on, I gats to get positive. I really should stop taking on bad energy from others.
So please help me God, I swear from now on to only write what concerns me and only me.

Sorry for deleting the last post. But I still stand by my words, hypocrites should just hide indoors.

MY 2012

Am sure in a blogging mood today. Last post of the day.

JAN
One of the worst months of last year. Eveyrthing, well almost e v e r y t h i n g in my life changed. New sch, new friends, new life and new attitude. I took all my belongings with little to no cash, and moved. Thankfully, getting a job wasnt that hard so i went to school daily and worked daily. Was exhausted every single day. Someone had to pay the bills and i was sure aint getting help from ma parents but some good people helped me whenever they could. Ma siblings and that kid i cherish.
  thats how i felt everyday in January.

FEB
I passed y first exam and was excited. School and work continued to challenge me but i was hanging in there. Started another course and passed my second exam but failed the third. Ouch. That was a blow under the belt but was expected. One of my siblings surprised me with cash and hell yeah life started to brighten up for me.

MARCH

I dont remember alot from march apart from the fact that i didnt have to work that much coz i had saved up quite an amout and could lay back and just study. But i remember feeling kinda depressed coz i was so distant from my family.

APRIL
Took a flight back home and visited my family and bestie. Life was great again. I started to feel like myself again.
Again, I don't remember that much from April either.

MAY-JUNE

Best months. Summer holidays around the corner and I had passed most of my exams<3. I still worked hard but wasn't as tired as the beginning of the term.
I got free cash from taxes. Not free as in free coz I pay taxes of course. During June, I was rich as hell so I made multiple trips throught the country. Life was great.

JULY - AUG
Boring borin borin coz I only worked. Blaaaaa. The most months ever.

SEPT OKT NOV

sch started and that meant staying up late studying. I studied ma ass off but failed ma exams during these months. The most fun about these months is that I made new friends. Well am friends with everyone in the class but this time around, I made new study friends (one of em is ma bestie now). These pple helped me alot both with sch and personal issues. Lots of luv

DEC
na na na. I only remember good things about December. I passed all ma retakes. Gaaaaaah was soo excited. I particularly remember passing 2 exams where only 30% in the class had passed. We are 90 students so the joy was at its best.
I worked alot in Dec but made it home just in time for the new celebration with ma soul mates. Yeah i got a few av em.

Now lets hope 2013 brings as many challenges but beta solutions.

Back to business

Trying to practice ma English skills so ma bestie encouraged me to write in English as I will be moving to an English speaking country in a few years. Fingers crossed.
Anyhu, I finally said ma good byez to ma family and now sitting here all alone in ma student apartment, regretting why I didn't study during Xmas and watnot. God have mercy, I got a thousand things on my mind, happiness, anger and some more that I cant put in words.
Time to study for real which means I won't be blogging a lot but I promise to give y'all a piece of ma mind as soon as I can.

Pse be nice to each other coz life be too short.

In Swedish

Tänkte ta detta inlägg på ett språk jag kan artikulera mig mest på. Svenska.
Äntligen har man landat efter all ny år firandet, mat, presenter och så klart sjukt mycket kärlek från mina nära och kära. Jag mår bra, alldeles för bra om ni frågar mig. Föregående året var nästan katastrof, nästan för om jag inte hade mina ängel vid min sida, hade jag nog dött. Bokstavligt talat.
Jag gick igenom helvete under 2012, kämpade som attans men det finns banne mig en Gud som älskar mig trots all ond jag gör. Nu till 2013 har jag minsann svurit att ägna mig åt saker som faktisk leda nånstans dvs 1. sluta jaga det senaste modet', 2. Vara mer mig själv, 3. Lägga fokus på mina studier än att surfa för det senaste foundation( det här kommer från min bästis som oxå tänker samma sak).
2013 ska vara ett år fylld med kärlek och kamp. Ska fokusera på skolan och mitt livs kärlek, jag lovar mig själv att umgås med mina få äkta kompisar än alldeles för många falska. Jag ska framförallt reparera vänskapen mellan mig och mami.
Det här ska nog gå.
Tackar för mig.

Jan-1-2013

I had an amazing new years Eve celebration. I spent the entire evening and night until 4:00 am with him and his family. Life kant get better than that. I love that kid to death coz he completes me.
About something else, i really gats to start doing revision, school work and all that shiet.

Am so exhausted so i just wanted to check in here really quick coz i promised to blog more. happy 2013 once again folkzzz.