My man

My man. There is something about him. He is thee most annoying, yepp he makes me angry till i cannot handle myself. Though am short-tempered and thus get angry at whatever whenever. My baby has been too nice to me through all these year we have been together. I am grateful, i have an a m a z i n g boyfriend. I just have to make sure i keep him (as in not drive him away9. He never does MEGA stuff for me but every single day, he does tiny mini stuff that show how much he cherishes me, he says i love pretty much all the time. I am in love with him, i love him.

I have never been in love before. It is soemthing i just dreamt of, something i kinda wished for. Now that i know that am actually in love, it is kinda toxic attimes. you do stuff without knowing, without thinking coz of this urge that forces you not to use your brain, rather your heart...it is toxic but most of the time, in a positive way.
I am bipolar...ish. My mood changes abruptly errrytwime so i hope that when he makes me angry, that i remember my love for him instead of lashing out. Good lord in need to control my mouth when am angry.
For yall who havenot experienced love, you will...i promise you will. Donot settle for less, donot take someone just because and please please get to know the people you are wanting before throwing yourselves in it. And lastly, relationships are HARD WORK. It is not all nutti nutti. You will cry, laugh, shout, scream, kinda hate the person...you just have to not forget why you with them.

its all love. toodles.