Oh my goodness. It really has been a while since I posted anything. I've been, well I've been very busy bah that's no excuse. I haven't been in good condition. Despite the fact that I've been getting good news the entire week, I have been my moody self and just destroying the good things I have in my life. I am such a drama queen who is big headed, very very proud and so immature at times.
I buried my sorrow in parties instead. Thank God I don't drink so I can party a lot of days in a row. But that for sure didn't make my sorrow go away. I seriously have the most amazing significant other on this planet earth. He is just aaaaah, words can't explain I swear . But somehow, I manage to piss him off, and just be big headed and do watever til he can't take it anymore. I ruined everything, yes that's what I do, I ruin friendships, that's what am good at.
Thank God I have reconnected with lost friends bse of tiny mini misunderstandings coz I would be a double train wreck otherwise.
Why the hell am I like this? Stubborn, proud and stupid? I hate myself.
So tomorrow, am taking my tiny me to apologise for my actions but most important, to apologise for my slackly choice of words. Hope that gets me anymore.
Life just sucks.
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