Today is the day am tired, regretful, feeling ugly, useless, not noticed but worst of all, lonely. Am feeling down, for the first time in my life, I feel like painting ma entire body red with a razor. Goose bumps rise on ma body when I think about the pain but a feeling of satisfaction just covers that feeling.
Am studying at uni but doubting every single day if am capable of doing this! Wat if I fail? My so called mum will prob laugh out loud and even fall off a stool. Crazy shiet.
Euff am getting all big these days. Wish I was anorexia so that I could stay away from food. Ya ya ya, I know it's a deadly disease but watta hell. I NEED to stay away frm food. I HAVE TOO.
Got an oral test tomorrow so am off to sleep and wish for the best<3.
Crazy life
Am studying at uni but doubting every single day if am capable of doing this! Wat if I fail? My so called mum will prob laugh out loud and even fall off a stool. Crazy shiet.
Euff am getting all big these days. Wish I was anorexia so that I could stay away from food. Ya ya ya, I know it's a deadly disease but watta hell. I NEED to stay away frm food. I HAVE TOO.
Got an oral test tomorrow so am off to sleep and wish for the best<3.
Crazy life
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