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Sunday, 30 September 2012

Back to reality

Have had an ok weekend. Am kinda sad and frustrated coz I never feel appreciated by ma siblings. I do everything and anything for those creatures but it never is enough. Material stuff is far more important to them than sharing with me. One of them. I get sad pretty much anytime I visit that one of them. Don't know why i keep coming? May be its coz I always think and hope its different. Yeeeeek, hate maself.
The worst thing is that I take out ma anger to the luv av ma life. Poor thang. Trying to change but I got all this anger built in me. Watever
Anyhu, I bought a fridge. Yeeeey. Decided to just do it coz I've been working ma ass off the entire summer so am kinda rewarding maself. Will go shopping lots(even though I never shop) next month.
Already feeling better coz am
On ma way back home.

Fuck family. Or not. I love each one of them but sometimes. Grrrrerh

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