Watcha gonna do about it

I slept until 8:15 in the morning despite the fact that school was starting 45 mins later. Why? Coz am in luv with my bed. Mind you i live 20 mins from school. I froze my ass off to day. Why? Yeah coz smartness knows no weather. I didnt understand anything at school today. Why? Coz i came late and missed all the introduction. I bought make up today, even though i got way too much of it and should be saving. Why? Because i am addicted to make up. I didnt go to the gym today. Why? Because i had way too much fun with my friends to depart from them, so stupid me when around town with them instead. I ate lunch, dessert, lots of tea and lunch again in less than an hour. Why? I thought i was very hungry. I showered twice when i later came home. Why? I thought i was dirty after having taken out the rubbish. I am in a weird mood. Why? Because i  miss my other half.

Am so full of excuses that it makes me sick to my stomach. Why? Am young, foolish and frustrated. Hugs

I don't know how

When I don't know how to express what I feel, music is always my escape.
How to love - Lil Wayne

This second one is too beautiful .

Impossible - Christina A ft Alicia Keys

Jäkla sk&t

Usch busch. Jag är sååå besviken på mitt lag Barca idag. Vi är och var det starka laget mot Real men jävla vad h%&# blev det jämt(Copa del rey). Hur? Jag hatar Real med hela mitt hjärta. Hela laget är fylld med kaxiga snorungar. Är sååååå arg så jag vet inte vart jag ska ta vägen så tack och hej för idag. Mtcheeeew

My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard....

Hello dolls;) Puff, this long day is over. School and then work, Boring ha? I agree with yall. Anyhu, after work i rushed home coz i wanted to go to the gym but when i got home, i became too lazy. BUT, i still worked out, through youtube. Thank God for those workout channels. I really loved the one below and it had me sweating just after 10 mins.

After my workout, i was starving so i did a protein shake. Banana + blue berries + green milk = yummie.
Am really turning into a workout junkie and health eating freak and am really loving it. Beach 2013 here i come, i mean healthy mind here i come.






And while at work, i drank green tea and an apple. Mums

28-01-2013

Dear Diary;

Today i decided to fulfill a promise i made to myself. I started working out. I went and joined a gym and trained for the first time in...ages. If my muscles are hurting now? Damn right. Am a little bit frustrated with myself. Ive always been a workout junkie, no i have always been a sport fanatic. I have always eaten healthy and trained each and everyday til the day i moved. Gaaaah. Why on earth did i stop? Oh i know, life happened. No, problems started making their way  into my life and i then couldnt do all those things i loved the most. But hey, beta late than never coz here i am now, able to do what i love most, taking care of my body. Now am not thinking about beach 2013 (that is a lie coz may be am thinking about it a little bit). My main goal with working out is to feel beta about myself like i have always felt. It feels like my self esteem is hiting the high way and leaving me? Eh. That aint happening as long as i am in my right senses so thats why folkz am dedicated.

Oh and i hope i keep this up til summer.

On another note, during leactures, i overheard one of my buddies listening to this tune and now i cant get it outta ma head. Gaaah. It just reminds me of sad things. Anyhu, like Shontelle.

Good nite dolls.

Very late and I can't sleep.

Saturday night, time is just before 4 a.m, I can't sleep. Now no partying at all. The thing is that I am at ma cousins house and we got 3 month old baby who isn't sleeping at all, Gaaaah. I love babies but ah this moment is just making me hate them. He cute and all that but not today.
Anyhu, we y'all decided to buy champagne because we ain't sleeping at all, then we better have fun.

Good nite fun people.

@Sandys

This day been very fun. School was really fun and very short. Thank God. We had a couple of labs that were easy (very shocking) to do. So after school, me and a bunch of girls decided to go to a cafe and just talk. Girl talk. So cozy.
Some of them have long journeys home so they left quite early. Only 3 of us stayed which made everything cozier. Omg we talked about everything and anything. We 3 are very close so it was fun, too much fun. I discovered one thing that my love life aint as interesting as my friends:(:(. I think that's coz me n ma Hun are fighting way too much these days. Young love you know. Hope we get thru it though.

On another note, the tea(tchai) I drank was really really good. Something to try if you got a chance.
Have a good day lovely people.