2013

You've been an amazing year to me. I honestly don't want this year to end but all good things...... Hahaha no no nothing is coming to an end. I hope for am even better year. I've achieved lots of stuff in this year and actually became a much happier person. I've literally lived my life and had fun for once. 

Lets start this resume backwards

SEPTEMBER - DECEMBER

Autumn to winter.

Autumn is my favourite season simply because of the colours and I actually like dressing up with layers and sweaters which makes autumn perfect. It's cold enough to wear a sweater but not that cold.....depending on where you live obviously. Plus, like I wrote, it's gooooorg<3.

Sch started in September and I was ready because I had had lots of time during the summer and I actually missed school (pse don't hold me account on this when I start nagging on sch). Anyhu sept throughout October, I was being a good girl going to the gym, studying hard, working and of course being a good girlfriend.

November. Stupid November. The hardest month that tested my patience, my relationship and how much I actually need my family. November reminded of how ma little sis has grown<3. November was damn hard and I've never felt depressed as I did during that month. It was the first time I hated autumn/winter and the darkness it brings with it. I longed for warm countries n summer. I thank God for putting me through that. I thank the almighty for my sister and most importantly thank him for bringing me the most understanding, patient, handsome and caring boyfriend. I wouldn't be anywhere without him even though I never admit it.....til now<3

Deceeeeeeember. Happy month. I've literally killed it at university where I've felt like super woman this term. Hehehehehe fingers cross that I keep that going. I've eaten lots and travelled lots.....to only one person. Hehehehehe. Am at ma's house atm just shopping my brains away, eating like there ain't tomorrow and damn it I gotta study. Will start tomorrow. Promise.

Off to slumberland. Ciao psychos

ABOUT ME

So let's start with what I like about me

1. Don know what otherz think but me thinks me can dance, shake ma ass till whatever. 

2. Am not shy but will or can be when necessary.

3. If I love or like you as a person, I will be the most caring/loving friend y'all ever hand. 

4. Me is black as charcoal, curvey with a flat nose n damn proud proud about it. 

5. Am a healthy. Not all the time but I always take care of my body>3.

6. I got lots of love to give, way too much. 

NOW TO WHAT I HATE ABOUT MASELF

1. I easily get outta place, irritated, pissed n angry. Shot tempered

2. I like things being done MY WAY or else we got a problem. Lol na that doesn't work in a relationship. 

3. Am obsessed with make up nowadays even though am not good at using it.

4. Am judgemental. :(:(:( theeee worst thing about me.

5. Forgive n forget, especially forget doesn't exist in my world. 

6. You don't wanna cross me coz I always seek revenge and never ever forget people who wrong me.

THIS WEEKEND

Am spending this weekend with the love of my life<3. We just hanging out, try a working out coz he is obsessed but most importantly we tryna having the best time we can together;);). So yeah am a happy creature atm.
In two week, I will be heading to my folks. Can't wait coz I lurrrve me mami's food. Oh btw am totally not feeling the holiday season this year. Nope. Am just dreaming myself away to the sun, summer, beach and what not. I think it's coz I had THEEEE best summer this past summer. Take me back someone.

Anyhu have a great weekend yall and remember to tell you significant others how much you appreciate em. Cuddles

I HAVE A BLOG?

Wow I have a blog. Hehehehehe
Well well, how have I Been? I actually don't know, got mixed feelings. 2013 is coming to an end and oh my what a roller coaster it's been. November was without doubt the most challenging month, the hardest time I've ever gone through in this precious life of mine. Chaiiii.
Anyhu right now I feel like I've found myself again, I feel like the whole me and life is being kinda nice to me. I really wanna sum up the year but we still got a month to go so imma wait coz lots can happen in a month.
About school. Yall know how hard sch is, yall know how damn hard university is. Well, this semester, I've classified myself as Einstein's family coz God damn I've been on fire this semester. Being able to work, maintain my strained relationship and do well at uni? High five to moi. But all that hasn't come without hard work. I've literally been doing revision from day freakin 1. It's amazing how school makes me happy. Apart from family, food and boyfriend, school is another thing that gives me joy. Tiiiiiihihi (laughin like Tamar Braxton).

Anyhu nite nite

Oh btw the snow is finally hurrrrr and God damn it this country is one big freezer.

November 7th 2013

That was yesterday. Yesterday is a day I will NEVER forget as long as I live. That's why am writing about it here so I don't forget. I've been In good spirits lately. I kinda knew it wouldn't last very long coz I got disturbing news yesterday, very unexpected and quiet frankly am still in denial. I know I have only myself to blame and am gonna fix this. All this will be taken care of in about 2 weeks and if it can't be taken care of then hell will be the leading word in my life. 

Gosh am such a coward and a cry baby. Yesterday was the first time I really got scared and started analysing my not rather eventful life. I got scared and started crying. I cried for atleast an hour til I slept. Thank God I feel better today because am coming around and trying to be calm. I hate myself for being lousy coz this could have been avoided.

Anyhu LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES they say and am sure as hell learning the hard way. I better stop writing before I burst in tears again. Am off

Happy me

Hej hello ho hai happy people<3. Missed my blog actually. I've been one happy girl lately may be because of  make up? Sleek makeup? Hahahaha no nooooooo no am just in a better mood these days. It's my boy who is too nice to me these days. Wonder why? Eh eh

Anyhu,  was out dancing with my girls last week and if am not mistaken, a girl tried to pick me up. Can you imagine, A GIRL folks. Lol the coward I am, I quickly headed for the exist. Nah I can handle guys hitting on me but girls? Hha I get scared. I got nothing on homosexuals coz some of my family members are homosexual and even some close friends so its not like am homophobic but it's something about girls that scares me. I can just yell at a guy and ask him to rot off somewhere else but I can't be rude to a girl. Hehehehehehe
May be I look gay? H,m will have to ask my boo that. Anyhu, happy Monday folks. Am off to do some studying. Kisses

A better day today

Today has been a usual normal day but better than the other days ive had. I was less busy today which gave me lots of time to think of stuff (i actually hate thinking but have to do it anyways), Nah i have been feeling sorry for myself lately but that has to stop because honestly there are people in worse conditions. One of my friends lost an aunt and she was literally crying allll day at school and of course i was there for her. Nah this doesnt mean i felt better but it got me thinking that i should instead focus on the positive going on in my life than letting minor issues destroy me.Starting with I, with my right hand raised, promise to always care for people but never ever expect the same from them because i always end in tears.
Oh yepp i have to swear on more stuff.
2. I promise to stop shopping (hehehe this does not apply for my make up)
3. I promise to stop getting my anger out on others. Especially my friends
4. I promise to always think that men are self centered idiots/babies with no brain cells. Hehehe
5. I promise to never rely on anyone.

Anyhu am off to clean my house coz am getting company tomorrow. Gotta cook my school lunch, study for my minor test tomorrow and of course see if I can get medicine to block my thinking brain or may be just sleep.