Back to business

Trying to practice ma English skills so ma bestie encouraged me to write in English as I will be moving to an English speaking country in a few years. Fingers crossed.
Anyhu, I finally said ma good byez to ma family and now sitting here all alone in ma student apartment, regretting why I didn't study during Xmas and watnot. God have mercy, I got a thousand things on my mind, happiness, anger and some more that I cant put in words.
Time to study for real which means I won't be blogging a lot but I promise to give y'all a piece of ma mind as soon as I can.

Pse be nice to each other coz life be too short.

In Swedish

Tänkte ta detta inlägg på ett språk jag kan artikulera mig mest på. Svenska.
Äntligen har man landat efter all ny år firandet, mat, presenter och så klart sjukt mycket kärlek från mina nära och kära. Jag mår bra, alldeles för bra om ni frågar mig. Föregående året var nästan katastrof, nästan för om jag inte hade mina ängel vid min sida, hade jag nog dött. Bokstavligt talat.
Jag gick igenom helvete under 2012, kämpade som attans men det finns banne mig en Gud som älskar mig trots all ond jag gör. Nu till 2013 har jag minsann svurit att ägna mig åt saker som faktisk leda nånstans dvs 1. sluta jaga det senaste modet', 2. Vara mer mig själv, 3. Lägga fokus på mina studier än att surfa för det senaste foundation( det här kommer från min bästis som oxå tänker samma sak).
2013 ska vara ett år fylld med kärlek och kamp. Ska fokusera på skolan och mitt livs kärlek, jag lovar mig själv att umgås med mina få äkta kompisar än alldeles för många falska. Jag ska framförallt reparera vänskapen mellan mig och mami.
Det här ska nog gå.
Tackar för mig.

Jan-1-2013

I had an amazing new years Eve celebration. I spent the entire evening and night until 4:00 am with him and his family. Life kant get better than that. I love that kid to death coz he completes me.
About something else, i really gats to start doing revision, school work and all that shiet.

Am so exhausted so i just wanted to check in here really quick coz i promised to blog more. happy 2013 once again folkzzz.

2013

wow cant believe its 2013 very soon. This year has been both miserable and great. Was in tears in december last year, in ma hubby´s arms. Thank God for that kid coz he really can be an a angel. The year been shietty and lots of struggles but it is ending on a good note. Just one tiny positive thing can make u forget all the big crappy things that have happened to you. Aaaah life can be wonderful.
Ive really grown us a person this yr, accomplished shiet i didnt know was possible. I moved to another city, started uni, worked ma ass off to pay rent, cried maself to sleep almost every nite and felt like the entire world was against me. Things started getting brighter towards the summer and aaaah, thank Allah for my life.
Ive lost and met new people, lost a few fakes but mostly importantly, ive learned to appreciate ma besties and that boo of mine<3.
Uni is tough but damn am tougher. I promise to be a better girlfriend, ignore attention slacking friends, concentrate more on school and stop being so angry everytime. Oh and blog more for sho.

Happy new yr folks
Gott nytt år till er alla.

Life is guuuuud

Yepp, life good folks. Sch really controls ma life. When all is going well at sch, am for sho functioning well. When it's going downstairs, well ma emotions follow. Of course ma love life controls ma life too. Suck.
Anyhu, am having such an amazing day despite the fact that I slept wicked last nite. Ooooog I passed al ma exams. I ain't that dumb for sho. I can't believe this. I went all hysterical and theatrical in the corridors at sch. Life is good for sho and don't forget to work hard pple.

Ciao

Tired n exhausted

Exhausted, irritated and hungry. In that order. BUT, a big but, am satisfied with how am balancing stuff. Pheew, hard work but they say hard work pays, right? I can assure yall that it ain't true all the times.
And oh how I miss ma bed, so imma get ma ass home and sleep like a baby. Will see how that works out, coz ma fone always distructs me.

New Years resolution (NRS) 1.

Ain't nobody's biness, said it ain't nobody biness. Na na na. Am soooo freakin hooked on the song. Aaaaah luv the lyrics.
Anyhu, as the heading says, it's time to blup out ma New Years resolutions. Gaaaah. Imma bring up one by one in every post and the first is..........Anger, my anger.
I promise maself, that in the coming year, to stop being so angry, to step getting easily irritated. I honestly have a massive problem with this. I get it from Mommi coz she is the same and I kinda hate that about her. This anger issue is affecting ma relationship and friends. Oooooh God help me please.
Gosh I am bipolar, I think coz I just get these outbursts from nowhere and just get mad just to be all smiles the next second. Not normal.
May be I need therapy? Naah, got no money or time for the shiet. But will work on that for sho.

Ova n out.